But that which a woman says ought to be written in the wind and rapid water

i decided to write down everything i wanted to say. but it contradicted too much.

i wrote this in late 2024 trying to summarize a set of stories. this isn't real, none of this literally happened, but it all happened enough that these feel true. because of that, its basically a collection of individual trauma dumps about things.

content warnings:

sexual abuse; child sexual abuse

rape

suicide

disordered eating

frank discussions of gender dysphoria

take care, take care, take care.